Monday, September 14, 2015

Hello It's Me.

Like I said a few weeks ago I was taking a break from all this writing and thinking to start my own website, and to consider my reappearance in society. I guess when Ruth died I felt there was nothing left in this world for me but that has changed. I never thought I could re-invent myself one more time but it has happened. 

And it has happened so quickly I don't know what to think about it, so I have decided not to overthink myself out of something, and just go with it. I have simply decided to stop worrying about living and just live. Facebook did not work because I could not self-direct it to make it conform to my life. I then realized that everything was out of my control, so I just decided to let go, and try and follow my heart. 

So I did it and the outcome was just the best that it could be. I am seeing a small light at the end of a long tunnel. Something I thought I would never see again. I miss Ruth, and the life we had together but her death does not mean I can stop living. So I am not and will not, and here I go again.